i'm so dumb

I'm so dumb
I have no reactions
numb
can't focus
with or without distractions
while you violate me
while you violate me
while you violate me
while ou violate me
no value to all the things i pay for
worhipping that
which there is no name for
while you violate me
while you violate me
while you violate me
while you violate me
mind constipation
i'm always obsessed
i'm knowin that i'm really really f***d
but i'm still thinkin that i'm blessed
a new understanding
a drop in the bucket
world so vast
I can hardly hope to touch it
while you violate me
wile you violate me
while you violate me
wile you violate me
why'd you violate me
when life egged death on me like a wax dress
whyd you have to violate
crippled toes
egged new decisions and crippled new thoughts
why would weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee